When you read this board a lot like i do you can see patterns and see who's who. You can tell when someone seems to have what they need to make what they want happen. You seem very much like that.
I agree.... Not losing something makes it almost seem harder.
I have liver damage due to drinking. Did not feel sick so kept drinking. It's kinda like that. Like we can deny its really there. I go next Thursday to get a look at things. I am not confident I will be ok. But still feel good. Go figure.