it is odd, in some ways i feel much calmer. Maybe that is the truth i have been looking for? Who knows. The one thing that upsets me is that he said that he spoke to his sponser and his mom (hes not that close to her) and came to this conclusion of not wanting to be with me anymore. Would that not be a discussion for the two of us to have. How can these people make a decision over my and my son's life?
I think my ego is really bruised too. he said all kinds of things. and a lot of them are true. But they are nothing mayjor... Does he not see where he has put me? I was in a really really good place in my life when i met him first....