Hi everybody.
I first posted on this thread a while back, in January 2012 ... My story is a few pages back, but basically, back in January 2012, I quit a 100 mg+/day oxy habit, and I did pretty good when I quit... I quit for exactly 3 months.
Well, I ****** up , and I got back on them ... like never before ... I started up daily use back in May and now in late July, I have got up to about 300 mg oxy/day ... it's about 10 Roxie 30's a day ... sniffin em, poppin em ... well ... now I'm in hell.
I been sober for 3 days now and I feel like I'm dying ... I just wish I never took those damn pills after I was sober for 3 months ... I don't ever want to take this crap again, is there anyone on these boards that are like 6 months to a year clean!? How do you not give in and think "well I can handle this one pill?" What happened was, I finished my college quarter with a 3.8 GPA in late March and so my friend (ha!, real friend right?) showed up with OP 80's ... needless to say , I thought I could take it one night ... now look at me ...
God Bless