everything revolves around them. How dare you not be available in my time of need when I was ready to talk to you. Why can't I get a hold of you? There should be nothing more important than me right now.
itsmylifenow,
yes, I feel like I am being punished.... and in my mind, this is NOT love. My heart and soul are in pain right now, and I do not want my life to be like this. I know that love is supposed to be work, but this is backbreaking, soulsucking excrutiating work and I think that i am going to fire myself.
