Mstrust, I can remember when I was so angry and I still get that way sometimes there has been a big difference since I started taking better care of me oh heck who am I trying to fool it got better when I realized and fully accepted that I can ONLY take care of me and that I had a right to take care of me I was so busy taking care of everyone I didn't think I was suppose to take care of me.
Posting here and my meetings and step work are the only reasons I have any sanity left.
My doctor has had me on Valium for quite a few years and I have never taken as prescribed yet I did find myself the last two or three months before I asked my AH to move out taking more then I usually would still not over my prescribed dosage but not a good thing.
Your a very smart woman you have started on the right path you may stumble at times I know I do. I just pull my big girl panties up and keep going.
Welcome to SR.