FMTT - Just read all of your posts and like your determination and strength. I'm about to reach 9 months and this was one of those days I was feeling smug and and giving myself way to much credit for getting clean on my own. Glad I checked this board. The reality hit me that it will be a long time before I can ever put my guard down (if ever). After 9 months I'm getting 6-7 hours sleep a night and working full time and taking care of my child. My goal now is to gain back the trust of my family. They have stood by me but I know it is too soon to expect them to trust me completely.
Life is good and you are helping many by chronicling your recovery journey.