I love going to different meetings too. Hard sometimes due to logistics (work/bus schedules). But I always find a way. I consider it insurance - for when times are hard, like yesterday. I still have some sadness leftover from the past few days, so it was really important for me to go today. I just can't believe how different my life is. Only 7 months ago I thought my life was my work. If I did bad at work, I thought it was a personal reflection. That I personally needed to improve. Soooo turned around.