It has been 4 days
It has been 4 days since I have talked to my AS. I feel at times I am going crazy. I want to pick up the phone so bad. I know what I am doing is right for him and me but it hurts so bad to not know where he is, if he is ok.
When I feel the urge to call him, I just come here. It helps me to remember WHY I have to do this. It is like I have a fight going on inside me. My brain and my heart. My heart is screaming and hurting. My brain is telling me, DON'T do it stay strong. God help me!