Why does my mind race until 4am or later?
It's only been a month since I took the kids and ran. Now I find myself so conerned about his well being that I worry all the time. I'm having a hard time sleeping. I lay awake and dwell on my AH. Is this normal? How long until I can just let go and do I really want to?
The last time he tried to contact me was when he thought he was going to prison. He doesn't want to talk to his 3 kids or even bother to hear about them. I don't even know why I still care for someone that only cares about himself.