Originally Posted by sean0621
Thank you for replying by the way. Stopping drinking altogether for awhile has been looking like the number one solution to me for awhile now. I haven't yet found the willpower to do it yet though. The only friend I have seen do it was a cop I knew. He lost his job over it and the whole thing ended up on the news. He cut all ties with all of his friends that drank for a good year. He went forward and got a masters degree i believe in alchol and drug coucling. He told me that it was a relief when everything came crashing down. He also had four beautiful little girls to take care of and a great wife to get him through it all. Me Im afraid well terrified of the loneliness and depression that comes with that path. Im thirty never even close to married and my Mother is a heavy drinker my Stepfather as well and every single one of my friends drink. Its terrifying to think of life without friends or family but yet I know I must stop very soon. I just need to find some willpower.