(crystal meth) Day one clean, in w/d hell and cant stop crying or craving meth
I woke up tonight after 18 hours of sleep from a 4 day meth binge. I was experiencing psychosis and hallucinations and imaginary voices at the end of my binge. Im craving more so badly im cryin,.shaking, and the mental hell is a bitch. I still have my syringe and pipe cuz i still cant throw them away. I need help and support its rough right now. I want freedom from my addiction, i cant take it anymore. I can barely see to type this as i am bawling my eyes out..i.dont know where to start or what to do, i feel so alone all i can do now is drink liquor to calm me.down help me.will do what.it takes. i hate myself for doing doing this to myself. Thank you