1.5L of vodka straight from the bottle till i blacked out
I didnt even get giggly or ever feel slightly drunk just totally hammered .
Today its 3weeks (21 days sounds longer)that i havent touched a drop, although i feel so much better i no theres still along way to go.Every day that little voice says to me it wont hurt to have just one .One what ? one glass? ,one bottle ?.Im choosing one more day without and its getting easier.
One day at a time will eventually be something i dont have to think about and just be normal ( whatever normal is lol).
Hope everyone has a great day xx