I honestly keep thinking it was me, my fault, I needed to approach things differently. I'm too sensitive. I'm too organized. I need quiet and it's abnormal for someone to need quiet. I'm too unattractive. I didn't do enough. I didn't talk to him in the right way. I should have done this. I should have done that. I don't know what is reality anymore. I am so thoroughly confused. And hurt.
hey lady, stop reading my thoughts, k?