Tonight is the first thought of alcohol I've had in almost a week.
I am in the midst of a painting job, but that clever addiction let me think: "Look, you're painting and drinking isn't even occuring to you, Wow!"
(of course that WAS an alcohol thought)
& now that I've taken a break tonight (because I am sore) it just said, "Now that it is evening, what a perfect time to lay back, have a cocktail and admire your work. You deserve it and it will relax your back."
Ah.... WHAT a clever girl you are, AV. By staying away from me for a week, you thougbt you could just sidle up next to me like a cozy neighbor and I'd sit right down on the porch with you and drink, didn't you?
Not a chance, darlin. I don't need you to relax. I don't need you to be able to admire my work. In fact, I don't need you, at all. You don't deserve me... Ta~ta...