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Wonderful share and I understand your pain & much of your circumstance. Welcome to SR. You are not alone!
Glad to hear you're heading to a meeting this evening. Alcoholics Anonymous saved my rear when I was hopeless. Grateful I eventually made it to a functioning Group that held one. It gave me hope and showed me a Solution which really worked when MY WAY did not. That initial glimmer of Hope turned into a building Faith and has now become a most passionate Belief.
I came to scoff but have remained to pray. I hope and pray you lay hold of the principles that I found which provide a wonderous design for living.
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Grab ahold of the life-preserver and enjoy the ride! It sure beats :sink
Three Legs