(((((((((((((Kim))))))))))))))) Good for you for deciding to do something about your problem. I am Laura and I am a gratefully recovering alcoholic. I go to AA at least 4 times a week, and would be happy to answer any questions you might have. As far as them letting a newcomer in, you will be welcomed with open-arms. Newcomers are what keeps AA going. We all need you to remind us of where we come from. Also, recovering alcoholics cannot keep what they have if they don't give it away. In other words, they can't stay sober unless they help others to get sober.
You are beginning a difficult, but extremely rewarding journey. This website is a wonderful addition to a solid program of recovery. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing. You are in my prayers.
Hugs--