(((((((((((((Kim)))))))))))))))))
You sound SO much like me! I am 38 years old with a 14 year old daughter and a 9 year old son. The pain and embarrasement that I have caused them is unforgivable. I do not have my daughter in counseling at the moment, but should do soon one day.
It sounds like your family is VERY supportive. THe fact that your husband wants to go with you to meetings is AWESOME! Go to the meeings, surrender yourself and remember what you are gaining in sobriety: your husband and your son.
You can do it! You can beat this and you can be happy again, without alcohol!
You are in my thoughts and my prayers,
Ang