I'm not sure it's about punishments - more the results of our actions I think
I think it's natural to grieve the loss of a major part of our lives - even a bad part.
I also think it's natural that we can come into recovery a little self absorbed too - a lot of us spent a lot of time in our own heads thinking about our needs.
But that's the past
I absolutely agree that accepting our lives as is and dealing with the
consequences of our addiction is a vital part of recovery tho.
Just remember you're not alone in this, mysteriousgirl - reach out when you need to
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