We sound a lot a like. I have "failed" in the recent past and been pretty pissed about it. But I got back at it. and I posted about it here as soon as I could.
I see you did the same.... you might be thinking the same thing I was... that I need someone who cares to know. And that I cared about it enough to not continue drinking but to stop again. And be anrgy about it. Be angry and remember that. But also go easy on yourself.
You cant get up to be sober today if you knock yourself silly over it. Move on knowing how not to do it again.
You sound determined to stop. I believe that. You will.
None of the when your ready stuff here. You have already decided now its all in the execution. Put a solid list of things you need to do to stay sober in place.
Best to ya.
Ken