Failed
I once again failed to not drink on my days off work. It's just... son of a bitch you know. I am ready to give this **** up Im sick and tired of it. But I'm not ready to give up my friends...and that's a problem. I steeled myself against invitations from all the friends I normally drink with. Hell I told my two best friends Iwanna completely stop drinking and they were supportive one wants to quit with me. Then I get a knock on the door from a buddy I hadn't seen in forever and everything went out the window. I made it until 11pm sober on my worst drinking day my first day off would have been asleep in an hour and just ****** it all up. Only myself to blame. I drank two beers with my buddy thinkin it would be all right. As soon as I got home I went to buy cigarettes at the Shell close to my bar and decided to pull 20 out of the ATM and go next door and have a coulple. A couple turned into 6AM at a friends house. I was supposed to get up at 9AM to work on my car.