That sounds like HELLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope weening off the pills helps you quit, I weened myself off with Suboxone. the kick wasnt to bad, plus i had xanies to help me threw, and today is 30 days clean. i still cant sleep a whole night threw but i feel great and i found a job. everything is working out ok.... i hope all goes well for you Soccer..
And everyone else, STAY STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!