Congratulations to you, FlyGuy, and well done on the two months. It sounds like you are well positioned for a happy, serene and fulfilled life, you know the kind, the one without the booze.
It feels great to have defeated my demons, however I know this is a battle that must be fought every day because it will never, never end.
It doesn't have to be that way, Flyguy, it doesn't have to be a daily battle. There are other ways of dealing with addiction, you see. Check google for 'airline safety' and AVRT for another point of view from a commercial pilot.