Scared That I Can't Connect With People Here
I made this account a couple of weeks ago posting my origin story, and the feedback I received scared me a bit into retreat. After reading your comments I decided not to post anymore. All your support made me feel guilty. I felt guilty that such a piece of shi** like myself was absorbing the attention of actual people. Actual people that actually cared about my well being. For a social introvert like myself, that can actually be quite frightening.
I'm 20 years old. I have been reading threads on here that have been made by people in similar situations, but are older than myself. People in their 30's, 40's, 50's etc are finally deciding to quit alcohol. It makes me wonder if there's anyone on here that I could actually connect to. Why I am I so jaded with life at such a young age? People my age should be out living their life being happy. I'm stuck in my room drinking alone. Is there anyone around my age that knows what I'm going through?