No one can say what you can or can not do but what I DO know is this: I can't be a social drinker because by my nature I am not social when I drink! I suppose that I was at one time many years ago but drinking alone became the norm for me. No fun! Also if I can't get wasted what's the point of having 1 or 2? These two realizations really put it out there that I needed to give it up. Hasn't been easy but it's getting easier. Finding fun things to do w/o alcohol has become a passion since I quit and I've found many. Welcome to SR -- so glad that you're here!