I started posting on this site very early this morning when I couldn't sleep because of the alcohol waking me up. This is Day 1 for me out of God only knows how many attempts. I am amazed at the support and love I have received in just today! We are all here with a common purpose and I'm sure if you keep posting, you will keep receiving love and support as I have. I too am NOT going to drink today. Today is all I can be accountable for, and that is enough for me right now. Too hard to try and look into tomorrow and start worrying about it already.