Beating myself up [again!]
A person in my community is dying... he and I have had a lot of conflict.
I identified him as an adult child- but he did not. It was tough.
Wanting to see him change too. We have a mutual friend who encouraged
me to go...
he was positive- knowing this was a last meeting... we laughed and talked. And then another person came round and took over... lunched into their stuff.
I felt like I should leave- but the guys wife was out, and I thought he needed someone there...
...so I hung in there while the other person did her stuff. More people arrived.
I chose a time to leave which suited me.
The thing is I used to back off and do nothing- not even going... now I am out there more I have to learn the ropes- learn the protocols...
At least I have ACA places to do the practise, to do the 'baby steps'...
Thanks for listening...
DavidG.