Thanks everyone. I really feel so thankful for SR and all of you.
It is 8 am, and I have a heavy head and feel like death sucking on a lifesaver. I had another after I posted at 1 am. What the hell?
So, as I say to everyone else, I need to pick myself up, dust myself off, and start anew. I am shaky this morning. I don't normally get shaky, so this is not good. Not good at all.
I haven't had a chance to check in on others, but will do so after I take to little people to pirate parties today (birthday themed). I am sober but not comfortable. My husband it going to drive us. Hummilating when I can't do normal tasks with this anxiety.