Jeni, you can make it. You just said how awful it was relapsing at 7 weeks last time. Proof positive you, yourself, deep in your soul, do not want to drink. That is much more powerful than the AV and it's trickery. Just remember nothing about drinking is worth what you felt the last time you relapsed. Nothing about drinking is worth another day 1. I am in the 7 week mark too. Let's get to 8 weeks together! I hear the view is beautiful there! And they have cotton candy and puppy dogs!:ghug3