Jeni, just do what you've been doing for the last few weeks and when your going to break think about being in bed sober, then waking up and it's done .
You will be fine. Enjoy your weekend, remember how bad it can get remember Saturday mornings with a black hole of a memory , headaches stomach ache and self loathing.
We remember the first good feelings then after time forget the bad times .
It's going to be fine . This is who you are now and it can only get better and will.
John.