Jeni,
Today is day 45 for me. If you've put together seven weeks, you can definitely do it! I've been having the dreams over the last few days too. This morning I woke up and felt tremendous regret for drinking in my dream... UGH. This disease is a sneaky one. I am undeterred, however. I know it's just tricks of the disease.
What kind of support system do you have? Working any programs?