Getting worried about tonight
We have friends coming round this evening who drink and with whom I always drink. My husband drinks, sensibly, and that doesn't bother me. The problem is when we are ll round table, with bottles of wine it is going to be hard. I don't want to drink and am adamant I won't but I'm feeling so anxious and nervous about it. I've even taken diazepam which I've not done in months just to ease the anxiety.
Sorry, just wanted to say it, I know there are no answers. I can't get out of it. Whilst I can go to bed I can't go too early nor do I want to look rude.
How do people manage in these situations? What has worked for you?
Last time it was a situation like this when I drank after 7 weeks.