Originally Posted by
Dee74 
this was me too.
I ended up all day everyday drinker.
Alcoholism wasn't about volume for me...not as much as it was about obsession and effect.
You better believe if I ever stopped at 3 I used that as proof for the next year that I wasn't an alcoholic....best bait ever for the alcoholic hook.
You know yourself better than anyone
I'm not sure why some seem determined to convince you otherwise Change
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Exactly Dee. It isn't the amount I drink. It is how I feel before, during, and after I do it. It is an obsession and unhealthy. I normally can't stop once I start. Last night was an anomoly, and in no way indicative of me being able to control it.