Originally Posted by
Boott 
im sick of being dependent to anythinggggg.... i don't want it anymore! my gf thinks I'm on sub every time i get dope sick its a whole mess... I'm done from opiates thats it!! never again back to (I'm sorry if its a tease for u) but drinking and some cocaine on weekends and gym gym gym in the week days... thats it once I'm on my legs again I'm never gonna fall on my knees in front of herion ever again
Yea I understand. I used alcohol as a substitute for heroin. If I have a drink or two I'm fine, but I barely ever have just a few. I'll get pretty drunk and then loosen up and buy crack. So I'm just sitting here right now directing the air conditioning guy around my house trying not to drink.
I'm telling myself I want just one beer, but then I'll end up drinking all day. Oh well, today is a little easier then yesterday.
Do u get suboxone from a doctor? I would just get a monthly script and then focus on what you like to do (besides drugs).