Originally Posted by
Looking4ward 
Thanks guys. I just wanted to vent. Yes, the problem is me. Okay, I get it. You don't have to keep repeating it, though. I just wanted to vent, alright. I'm finished now.
No hon, that's not what I was saying. Stop beating yourself up. The problem is NOT you. What I'm saying is there IS no problem.
You're in Manhattan. I recommend a yoga class. And Al-Anon. They will help, I promise.
(((hugs)))