I felt the same way as you do when i first got sober. I immersed myself in AA meetings, sometimes 3 a day. It was the only thing I could really do. I drank a lot of Welches grape juice, ate a lot of sugary candy and just took the ride of my life. I am in a much better place right now, with 6 months behind me, and I am finally seeing the light at the end of my tunnel.