Up down all around
Im tellin ya my emotions are already all over the place.
Day 2 in the books.
Didnt drink and didnt sleep much.
One minute Im firm and think this will be the time I make it for good.
I feel great, hydrated, look good and work better.
The next minute Im thinkin screw it! Just go out and finish the job.
Get so drunk that nothing even matters. And enjoy it.
The thought of callin my alcoholic buddy even crossed my mind for a second.
Im not gonna do that this time. I deleted his number!
I sure hope something stabilizes in my head and I dont completely lose it.
White knucklin aint the half of it...
Im gonna have to fake it till I make it.