Dearest Bobcat.... I read with awe your message. I thank you from my heart for sharing this with me...and for the time to send such a long message...I hear your words and I accept them... I say 'lover' as I mean partner...we don't live in the same country - but see each other every 3 weeks. But as of next year we will be living in the same country...No, I have not been with anyone else in 5 years.... but I was married once..and have a beautiful 5 year old boy!!!! Who I know I need to put first (I always have) but as you can see, I have seriously considered a future and life with H.... but reading messages like from yourself - my eyes are open - for the first time - as to the reality of this disease...
God bless you too!