Hi LR - You're right, I was in a horrible situation one night a while ago. Thankfully nothing has heppened since, but I am trying to be realistic too that it is always a possibility. I have put things in place that have helped me to feel safer until I am gone. My next door neighbour is aware of what happened, and is on speed dial, and has a key, so knows to be over with her hubby in a shot! Thank you so much for your concern though.
The more I think about it, the more I realise I need to stop complicating things. I need to do the few basic things - change a couple of bills, make sure I have paperwork, and make sure I have enough clothes etc. But really, I need to simplify and stop delaying myself leaving. I feel sick at the thought of it, and yet I'm sick s**t of still being there! Ridiculous procrastination!!
Thanks again everyone. You all have permission to kick my a** the longer this continues!
