I surely hope that you can find a way to leave, very soon. 4th of july, Independence Day. I hope that this is Independence time for you, Galita.
when he is sober maybe you can get the money from him for your ticket. or maybe you have something you can hock for the money?
saying a prayer that you get out of this crazy making situation. He is truly a mess. and you dont have to live in it. be careful, and dont let him hurt you, even if you have to call police, or go to domestic violence help.
hugs