I'm really happy for you aeo. You have been much on my mind. I was really worried that i was going to see you posting a relapse thread at some point and my heart was going out to you. I can't tell you how gladdened i am by your post. I've recently been in the same situation where i felt that i no longer needed meetings or AA or step work and it took my husband giving me the hairy eyeball and telling me i was a relapse waiting to happen for me to see what was going on. You're a strong soul and a wise one. Keep up the great work.