Oh yes, I've relapsed over and over and over on about every day of sobriety you can imagine since I first got serious about stopping... in 2008. I've had a few longer stretches (like a couple of months or so), but over time it's gotten harder to stop and harder to stay stopped. I've finally decided that I really can't do it on my own - I need to find a program that works for me and have been doing some research. There are lots of different ones out there. My advice to you is to do that sooner rather than later - there is no reason to carry on with the misery of drinking as long as me and lot of us have.
Good luck to you, looing forward to following your story.