dgillz, I'm actually from Europe. And we usually don't have much time on tour, so I don't really see it happening.
But even home I've never been to AA. Still a bit scared I think. And what if I'm recognized? I called AA one night, and was a bit disappointed with the talking, so that more or less serves as an excuse to not go to a meeting... excuses, as usual...
sometimes I think not drinking would actually be the most rock'n'roll thing I could possibly do, because it would mean diving into the unknown, and accepting myself. Ah ah it seems so contradictory.
I'm so willing to quit now because I've been drinking from tuesday to friday, but I know in a couple days it'll only be an idea, and it'll be hard.