It happened. I relapsed.
I have been so positive and felt so supported during my first five days of relapse. Yesterday, I was left all alone with my roommates going on various trips. I even DD'd thursday and friday. Yesterday I was bored and had a beer, one little beer turned into a pint of vodka. I am ashamed and I dont know where to start back again and get the motivation I had before. I will not drink today. Has anyone else relapsed for one day, five days in?