Sapling> Maybe it's the solution for me too. It's a little hard to admit though, because I'm only 28, but it's the only solution I can think of, and it's been on my mind for some time now. Anyways, good job!!
soberbrooke> Very interesting. I can't really stop playing since the tour is just starting, but your brother's example is very reassuring.
Maybe I should just stop, without giving precise explanations, except say I don't drink for some time, like Stevie1 wrote, and see from there where I'm going to, and how my friends react.
But when I think of all the gigs we have and all the drinks I'll be offered, and soon it'll also be my birthday, and we'll be on the road... this is gonna be really hard. I dont wanna feel like the one who can't party...
I've thought of AA but I actually don't spend much time in my hometown, so I guess it's not for now.
Thank you all for your answers!