yeah Ive struggled to find healthy habits. Its super common to trade one addiction for another. 9 times out of 10 its either sex, gambling, or food. An AA lady I know tells us everytime I see her at a meeting about how much she made at the casino, how much she lost blah blah blah. I know of one person that told her she has traded up one devil for another. She justifies it as "but Im not drinking" Oh well...just glad Im not one of her sponsees.