It's time
I knew the time might come and I think it's here. I'm pretty sure my AS has relapsed yet again. Don't have concrete evidence since my contact with him is limited but all the signs are there even though he maintains that he is clean I'm going to tell him to just go live his life and if he can manage a year or maybe two of sobriety then he can contact us again ... until then I just can't live in the shadow of his addiction. My heart is heavy but I just can't do it anymore ... I'm so sad tonight