Incitingsilence,
Thank you. Yes, I feel SO STUPID for needing him to admit it. What is wrong with me? Why can't I trust my own suspicions and just leave? I mean, I am a very smart woman, I grew up with an addict mother, (she was never mean like he is though) she was very loving, just self destructive. I told him 2 weeks ago when I caught him nodding off, and when he opened his eyes, he had this almost sinking look on his face, and I said, You're on pills! You're drinking coffee and falling asleep!" I knew right then and there, and he cursed me up and down about how rong and sorry I was for accusing him. I feel dumb.