Originally Posted by
aj2210 
i know its my own fault and that when i drink i get drunk,, i can go weeks with not drinking then for some reason i just fall of the rails and do the stupid thing, not sure what to do or how to cope with this , but i do know i have a problem and need to sort it
Welcome to SR AJ....This is a great site for support....What you are doing is called binge drinking and it's no different than someone that drinks everyday...All day...Like I did. Once we start...We can't stop...The only thing that stopped me was I either ran out of money to buy more....Or I passed out. I have a few friends in AA that drank like you do...And from what they tell me...Those weeks of not drinking start to get closer and closer together....It progresses. Read this piece out of the Big Book and see if it makes sense to you....It made perfect sense to me. I'm glad you are here.
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