Think of everything you get to have by never drinking again, goog. In my earliest days, I looked and found
30 Great Reasons to Quit. I made my own list by adding some things that were important to me, and at the top was the fact that I could finally stop hating myself. I could be that person again that hoped, and dreamed and cared, and loved. I used to like that person that was me, but while drinking, not so much.
Looking back, I realized that there was no day that was so terrible that I couldn't make it worse by drinking. You really do get to choose, it is up to you. Are you ready to make a plan for continuing to use alcohol?