Originally Posted by
LLAWEN 
Me, again-had to jump off as I was no longer alone. Don't know if I am in the right place, but if AH is going to have to go "back" to rehab, I would really like to see him come out with tools to improve all of his decisions, and with more than going to meetings and saying, 'Hi, I am AH and I am an alcoholic' " (which has kept my husband sober, but not helped him re-enter the world, for 20 years. I am not putting down his sobriety and I love him). I would like "AH" to come out of a program thinking, "I beat drugs, I CAN do more than that'-sort of "Hello, I am "AH" and I'm a 1) happy person's 2) with a place to work that I love, 3) hobbies like scuba and) a significant other. Oh, yeah, I once beat addiction, too.
Call me stupid, but at just under sixty I have left behind a lot behind me-some of which I am not proud, some of which was done to me, and some of which I am actually proud of-but is still history. What make addiction so much worse, that having beaten it one continually carries the scarlet "A" (for addiction, not adultery <g>) for life? Have none of us had to overcome similarly bad history?
I am no longer talking to old resources who believe that if I don't insist on the traditional, I am, then, of course enabling.
I am exhausted and know that I need to care for ME, but if any of you have thoughts about non-twelve step programs, I would like to hear. Please no flames.-.-I will burn up and scatter.
Love, again
LLAWEN
Here's what I hear.
AH knows intimately that addiction can be beaten through a short process of self-recovery. You, his mother, say you have done it and he may suspect it is a common occurrence, something he could do. It is. I did it. A bunch of people here on SR have done it. And we've been interested enough to stick around and validate self-recovery for the sake of newcomers.
AH knows intimately that some others believe they must remain in the well known recovery group movement without which they will usually admit to being at risk of getting drunk or stoned - to wit your husband. I was in it for 10 years long ago, but was not there to stay stopped. I had already quit for good. I was there first to get the authorities off my back; second to try to change it by pushing Quad A; and finally to have an excuse to get out of the house because I had a selfish streak that occasionally surpassed my desire to be a better father and husband.
AH knows intimately the premature death of a brother, and how that can test the resilience of a family. I suffered that experience, too. It had no influence upon my addiction or subsequent recovery.
AH knows intimately the dynamics of being an addict in a home with a low trust level and the ability to behave very irresponsibly with minimal consequences. About that I have little experience, but I do know how I would have abused the leniency if it had existed.
If AH gives excuses to justify his drug use, even the death of his brother, there is a program that suggests you not buy into it, not even one little bit. That program is Rational Recovery's Addictive Voice Recognition Technique. It is a program of self-recovery that any adult is capable of doing. The stronger the addict believes it is outrageously wrong to drink or drug any more, the easier it will be to quit for good.
There is a set of four AVRT educational discussion threads right here on Secular Connections webpage where you began this thread. It has almost 2000 posts strung out over the last ten months. It is unequalled in the variety of ways people first come to begin learning AVRT.
The most concise resource to learn AVRT is the book, "Rational Recovery, The New Cure for Substance Addiction, The Revolutionary Alternative to Alcoholics Anonymous" which is available from Amazon for a few dollars. Another quick, free resource for AVRT is on the creator/founders Jack and Lois Trimpey's website
Rational Recovery | Welcome to Rational Recovery .
I may be going out on a limb a little bit here, but as I see it, the best you can do is -
require AH get trusted medical opinions regarding detoxification
continue to be an example of an abstainer for him to observe,
firmly lay down the law of the household as a team with your husband,
consider imposing random drug tests,
have him make contact with Rational Recovery (if you so choose)
don't be surprised if he gets himself kicked out of your home,
suggest he sign up here (anonymously from you) on SR.